Poooooof...

A thought occurs.

Good, bad, or ugly. Doesn’t matter.

Noble, pervert, or hideous. Doesn’t matter.

It has ALREADY occurred.

Neither can YOU change that, or can you influence THAT, and nor can you witness that.

Poof… it’s gone.

These stream of poofs is what your story is made up of.

Selfishness

Utmost degree of selfishness will not have any expectations from anyone. All my disappointments have stemmed from one or other form of expectation.
That means the most selfish being will not have any expectation from 'self' as well :)
What a relief!

Where is the seperation?

Thought = Thinker
Action = Doer

What's THIS?

Laughed out loud.. absurdity of the human need to exaggerate anything and everything. Caught myself saying "Oh forget it. It's complex."
After a few minutes, as will had it, the attention moved towards my pulse. That tiny rhythmic movement led my attention to heart beats, then to breathing and eventually to the inexplicable phenomenon of being alive.
Realized that what I call as my intellect can never grasp what's happening.
If I may.. let me just shut up!!!