What's THIS?

Laughed out loud.. absurdity of the human need to exaggerate anything and everything. Caught myself saying "Oh forget it. It's complex."
After a few minutes, as will had it, the attention moved towards my pulse. That tiny rhythmic movement led my attention to heart beats, then to breathing and eventually to the inexplicable phenomenon of being alive.
Realized that what I call as my intellect can never grasp what's happening.
If I may.. let me just shut up!!!